My friends husband knocked on his kitchen window and signaled me over. I mouthed back has she had the baby and he nodded like a big Chesire cat. So I grabbed the babies gifts and went round to see the new bundle of joy. And what a beauty she is, Rebecca I love that name. And I have to say it seems to suit her, very quiet and sleeping all the time I was there. Big brother not really taking to much notice as he wanted to show me his new dinoroar!!!! Which was very big!!!
I cant remember her full name, as I thought she was the most beautiful baby I had seen in a long time. And yes I got kinda clucky too. I am 36, but am I really to old to have another child. I dont think so, my husband disagrees as we have 2 teenage sons, but 1 more would make this family complete. But I have to dream.
I dont think I ever forgave him for having a vascetomy after we lost our 3rd child, he did it so soon and that really hurt me and still does. But I suppose that is all men ever do is think of themselves. Which is such a pity in my eyes.
I would adopt but the adoption process is so long in the UK it puts couples off adopting, as it can take 2 or more years for the dream to become real. And I know of lots of good people who would love the chance of helping another have a normal life. I know I would. But my health is my downfall.
But back to baby. So small so tiny, my children were long and lean and big!!! Like having a couple of watermelons!!!! She was so perfect, I kinda felt jealous. Which is sad I know. But I did promise big brother some gifts as he felt a bit out of it yesterday. So a new book, jigsaw and a jiggly thing is on its way to him today along with a card!!!! It is only fair you know!
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