Wednesday, 25 January 2012

Sad Sad Day

I had a very sad day today. Infact I am still pretty upset about it even now and it happened at 11 am this morning. I did my school run as normal, but my supervisor was with me. We took the children to school as normal and nothing was said.
   So I assumed it had all went well. When I was out with the hubsband my phone went off, it was my supervisor telling me that I was going to be moved on to a different run. Of course I wasnt thinking at this point and I just went along with what I was being told. It only sinks in after I get to the car. And then I get upset and mean upset. Not big style, well not at first anyway. Junk food upset which is not good with me as I cannot really eat it. It makes me quite sick and I get a bad tummy with it, plus I like to know what goes into my food. And I am quite a picky eater. So I am sat in the fast food place getting more and more upset as time goes on,
   So I go home and sob my heart out down the phone, that I dont want to be moved as I am happy, blah blah, blahhh...... and the cogs in my brain are going just quit already, you are to good for this company.  I get a call back off another boss and I sob my heart out to him, but they want to move me and they have made this quite clear, which got me more and more upset. So I decided with my driver that I wasnt going to tell them, but on the way to collect, I felt that they had to know the truth. I just didnt expect the response.
   One told me please dont go, I had one crying and that got me crying, I told one and he couldnt take it in and the other one I havent told yet and I dont think I can. So I called work and told them what had happened, but I left a message as I couldnt cope with another crying session. It just angers me as they claim I am stressed, well to be honest, I am not, these kids give me a purpose to wake up and to do a job I enjoy doing. And I know I am pretty lucky in that respect, so why do people insist on moving you around like chess peices? Could someone in blog land please give an answer as I am baffled!!!

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